The Essence of Death
Welcome to my page! I go by a multitude of names, though the current one I prefer is always in use on active socials. I primarily use He/Him pronouns, though I have neos that I occasionally use as well. NEVER use They/Them unless noted otherwise. I am twenty-four years old, work full time at a University, and am Chinese/Japanese. I exist with many disorders, the more relivant ones that impact my interactions with people are dissociative identity disorder, neurodivergency, and mixed personality disorders (Cluster's B and C more specifically). I am also a yumedanshi who generally does not like sharing my oshis. This website is primarily used for my interests and other miscellaneous information. Feel free to look around if you wish!
❝ Dying, he knew not his executor; surviving, he knew not the circumstances. ❞
Changelog
- 07.29.2025 Changed current song on loop listed on the main page from Running For Your Life to 笑門来福.
- 07.26.2025 Updated Game Info to include updated number of HSR Achievements. Updated main page to include CORPSE FACTORY in "currently playing" section.
- 07.21.2025 Updated Game Info to include updated number of HSR Achievements. Updated Reading List to move Manager Kim from "currently reading" to "dropped". Subsequently removed it from the "currently reading" section on the main page as well.
- 07.14.2025 Updated Game Info to include updated number of HSR Achievements. Updated Yumeships to move Rosho from my Crushes list to my Oshi's list.
- 07.11.2025 Updated Game Info to include updated number of HSR Achievements and characte roster.
- 07.07.2025 Updated Resources to include a handful of terminology resources for yumeshipping, as well as an additional paper on OCPD and Work Addiction. Changed current song on loop listed on the main page from New Type of Hero to Running For Your Life. Changed the color of the bulletpoints on main page to match the color of the ones on other areas of the site.
- 07.06.2025 Updated Game Info to include updated number of HSR Achievements.
- 07.05.2025 Added the changelog and quote section on the main page and removed the remaining code that was for the chat-box feature. Additionally fixed mobile layout of the tables under staffing.